I deleted my post from yesterday, but thank you to everyone who listened and comforted me.
It was fine. I don’t know if I’ve been clear about this, but GreenHunk hasn’t done anything to make me scared of talking to him about things. The most he’s ever been has been mildly irritated over the way I said it (usually if he feels like I’m blaming him). My PTSD is why I’m scared of talking about how I feel sometimes. I tried and tried to calm myself down, wasn’t all that successful, went home and laid in bed. He got home 10 minutes after me and immediately asked what was wrong. I started crying and told him, apologizing for being paranoid. He was super sweet, said he had just meant to change his page because people had been adding him and he didn’t know them so he was just trying to hide everything from people he wasn’t friends with, and he didn’t even mean to make it so people couldn’t see his friends (truthfully, Facebook settings are super confusing, so this doesn’t surprise me). I talked to him about the edibles thing too and how it had messed with my head, and he just said he was really sorry that he did that, and promised he hadn’t ever lied to me about anything else and wasn’t going to in the future. So everything is fine - I mean other than the fact that yesterday was the worst panic attack I’ve had in awhile, so I still feel kind of drained and slightly anxious today. But I’ll be using mindfulness to try to keep it under control.
Anyways, thanks, you guys are awesome. Hugs to you all.