I'm just wiped.
My husband and I had a fight last night. I was one of those fights where it's over something stupid, but it just won't die, so it's obviously about something else. I finally got it out of him, but cycling so quickly from anger to comforting has left me feeling dead today. I have so much to do, and all I can do is stare at my monitor and feel... nothing.
He was mad about something that had nothing to do with me, but I was the trigger that set off weeks of built up angst. Suddenly, several other fights we've had in the past few months make sense. It doesn't make me feel any better about them, though.
I told him that exploding at me because he's mad at his boss is unacceptable. He seems sorry, but has also been avoiding talking to me all morning by keeping his chat client shut off. He's probably hoping to sweep this all under the rug and pretend like it never happened. He's so bad at dealing with emotions, it would be comical if it weren't happening within my marriage.