I’m coming up on what would have been my wedding anniversary. The divorce isn’t final, so I guess it still is? I don’t know how to feel about it. I don’t know if text him or email him to say that I will always think fondly of our years together and that I wish him well. I’m not sure how I would handle getting a bad response to that...or just no response at all. We both said we were open to occasional contact, does this qualify?

Do I pretend it’s every other day? Or get drunk? I’m getting anxious just thinking about it. I know no one can tell me how to feel about it, or what the right thing to do is, but I just needed to get this off my chest.