I'm so over the Holidays and they haven't even technically started yet. I just don't have the Holiday spirit this year. I've done all the Christmas-y stuff; hung lights (while swearing profusely), watched the Holiday movies (why is that McAllister kid so annoying?) and made the cookies, and I'm still not getting it.

Plus, I can't sleep because I have a new job (that only starts on Jan. 8th) and I really fear I won't be able to deliver, and I got involved with a boy who's now left for vacation and will totally forget me.

Shit.