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Two Things: Clicking Bad and Update on Girl

First, Clicking Bad. All I'm going to say is this: so simple, so fun! I've been playing for nearly an hour, am making a million bucks a second, and still haven't unlocked everything, haha.


Second, girl update.

We texted some today and she ended up coming over for a little food and hangout. It wasn't super long, but long enough to eat, talk, and make-out a bit. She started kissing me and I stopped her so we could have a little talk and make sure we're each on the same page. She said she likes me but she was uncomfortable with how fast we moved initially in the physical department. While we found out we're super compatible there, it definitely got my feelings really involved really early and she said the same and that she was uncomfortable with that. Which is think is totally cool, cuz me too. She also said she is dating a couple other people right now. This is her first time OKCupid-ing and dating more than one person at a time. She said she kind of felt bad about it and I said there wasn't any reason to. She also said it was making things more complicated for her emotionally, which makes sense.


Anyway, I told her that this is a scary place for me because I'm at a point where I'm starting to open up and become vulnerable, something which I haven't done for almost 3 years. I don't really know how to handle this. There are currently no new people on OKC for me to talk to. I was about ready to disable my account when she messaged me. Apparently I was the first person she messaged and the first person she went on an OKC date with. Unfortunately there just ain't too much to choose from around here. And even if there were, I'm new enough to this that I don't know if I could juggle people like that. I mean, I'm don't have alot of social stamina and having to have all these thoughts with two people?? Does anyone have any tips on something like this?

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