I've been mainly lurking on here, but I'm trying to deal with some stuff and I think you guys are the bestest. It's almost a year since my SA, and I feel like I'm having more trouble dealing than I was months ago. Part of it might be that I'm not currently living with people I can talk to about it, and I know I ought to see a therapist, but I have to get some other stuff worked out first. So I'm venting here because right now I find it difficult to sit through an episode of SVU, in part because some of those scenarios where the perp comes back to harass you are literally the subject of my nightmares.