There's another reason I've been stressed as fuck, and it has to do with my health. I really haven't spoken to anyone about this yet, but I could use some support.

For the past 3 weeks I have been having this debilitating cramp right around where my right ovary is. At first I thought it was just PMS, and then menstrual cramps, so I disregarded it. But my period ended over a week ago and I'm still getting it. It's not perpetual, but when it hits I can barely move. I have PCOS and I'm really afraid something is wrong. Part of me just wants to ignore it because I don't want to know what's wrong, but I know I need to go to the doctor.

Fuck, guys. I'm really unsettled. And I also am put off by the idea of going through a million tests and doctor visits again. I haven't told anyone about this, I kept thinking "oh maybe I just pulled a muscle" or something along those lines, but it's getting worse.

I'm just scared. I mean, maybe it's nothing, right?