10 years ago, I briefly dated/made out with a boy. He had substance issues and we were headed literally and figuratively in different directions. We parted on good terms and would stay in touch occasionally.

Tonight, I realized I hadn't talked to him for a couple of years so I googled him. He is doing really well, a career, sobriety, etc. I emailed him to say hey and he IM'd me back.

Suddenly I am like a awkward tween, talking to a crush instead of an almost 40 year old woman. I don't even want to peruse anything with him, he just the one that makes me stammer and lose the ability to form complete sentences.

Anybody else have someone like this in their lives?