My bank account is in the negative, and I should have money by Monday. I don't really keep a lot of cash on hand, so I only have six bucks and some change with me now.

The really good thing is I have enough food to last through the weekend, and my bank isn't charging me for being in the negative.

The really quick downsides are that I can't do NYE prep, or fix the situation automatically. That's frustrating. And I had to skip breakfast with my cousin because I didn't want him to pay for me.

Back to the good things. I can't compulsive shop, I'm trying to figure out finances to get me month to month with a little left over, and I'm prioritizing. I think. Mostly it's a wake-up call.

Other than that, I'm completely lethargic. I can't really do anything. I'm also trying to figure out a way to go outside, but so far, nothing appeals to me. Oh, and super tempted to figure out how to buy cigarettes, to deal with anxiety. But I literally can't.

So, for once, I'm forced to get my shit together.