So, I'm probably going to die destitute and alone and cats will eat my face. Or at least that's pretty much all I can envision my future being right now.

Just checked my grades from last semester and they are really not good, not good at all.

Instead of spending 18 hours a day everyday studying, I decided to fall in love, and of course there was all the health shit I was dealing with.

And now, since I did that, all I can imagine is that the two firms I am interning with this summer will either rescind their offers or not give me an offer for after graduation, and therefore I won't get any jobs, my family will be so disappointed in me they will just cut off all contact, my boyfriend won't want a disappointing unemployable waste of space so he'll break up with me, and the federal government will reinstate debtors prison as an institution just to deal with my broke ass.

FUCKKKKKKKK FUCK FUCK FUCK. I actually cannot stop crying right now. I feel like I have completely thrown away my future and all because I was fucking sick of law school. FUCK FUCK FUCK.