I recently saw a friend's younger brother, whom I hadn't seen in at least 10 years. I've known him since he was about 15 years old and he was the epitome of "my friend's dorky little brother". However, while we chatted and caught up on the past years and had a generally lovely conversation, I kept catching myself thinking, "Man, when did he get so hot??" It was jarring to see such a different version of the same person. A grown, successful man instead of a kid who would put snow down the back of your coat if you weren't paying attention.

And now I feel... I don't know. Is there a word that encompasses "intrigued" and "sorta creepy"? I think there may have been some flirting happening, and there were hugs exchanged that were simultaneously very nice and also creepy because of how nice they were.

And now I feel like if I were to initiate even the slightest anything with him I should first talk to my friend. Is that weird? Is it just weird or totally weird? Or not weird at all? I also don't even know how I'd begin to tell my friend of 20 years that I kinda want to bone her little brother.