I posted last Saturday about anxiety I was having over a committee evaluation letter (for schools I was applying to) not being sent in weeks after they initially told me it would be sent in. I emailed my letter writer last Saturday, and she responded on Wednesday saying that the computers had just been hooked up again (they moved their office to another building on my campus, so I understand, it's busy) and that she would send my letter on Thursday or Friday and let me know. Motherfucker, it's Saturday, and it's still not sent in. It would be sent electronically, so I would see the status of my letter's submission online. I'm going CRAZY. I'm so angry, I just can't understand how it takes someone this long to do something that they told me would get done WEEKS ago. Not only that, but I paid this evaluation committee! She told me in her email that I could ask schools for an extension for the letters, and schools would happily grant me one...which is cool, but lady, do your damn job and submit this damn letter.

I know I might sound like I'm overreacting, but this is breaking me down. I already suffer from a lot of anxiety on a day-to-day basis, so this is NOT helping whatsoever.