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What's on my mind (TW: sex, OCD.)

The Chris Brown thing is super triggering for me, and I don't know why. My OCD has always centered around sex, even as a kid. I have always had unwanted sexual thoughts, which
I want to stress are not the same as sexual fantasies. I'd sooner die than actually hurt someone - anyone.

I had an argument with someone awhile ago about the plot of a movie that's coming out. http://io9.com/ive-not-been-t…

And of course, OCD meant that once I has mentioned it, I continued to argue, making me seem even creepier.


Most people would shrug this off, but I can't. Am I an awful person for defending a stupid movie?

And now I feel guilty for burdening everybody about this.

I have no recollection of being abused, but sex has always has this weird mix of attraction and shame to me. What the hell's wrong with me? I tell my therapist all this, but she attributes it to OCD.

If you want, respond but don't promote.

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