... And you still feel guilt.
Am I wrong? Too harsh? Should I just forgive him? Irregardless or forgiveness... If I just pretended it didn’t happen... It’d be easier on the family.
My soul says no. I don’t have to see the person that sexually abused me on holidays. I shouldn’t have to celebrate Mother’s Day with the “man” that stole any semblance I possessed.
Some days I want to shout it from the rooftops.
But then I see my mother. Suffering. It’s my fault?
Apologies for two posts in short succession.