I am an adult, and therefore supposed to be in charge of my own life/destiny and all that stuff that sounds soooo fun when you’re 16.
I need to get a new job - but the whole “put on a show” for recruiters is so fucking exhausting and juvenile. I don’t want to. But I would like to keep paying my rent. Sigh.
I need to get a new car - but I don’t want to. I like my ancient car and I don’t want to spend the money. Of course ancient car is going to collapse into a million pieces so it’s not really a choice.
I need to organize all my junk - but I don’t want to.
What I really really want to do is hide under a blanket and make someone else take care of it.
I’ll be an adult tomorrow.