So I'm 5.5-ish years out of high school and live in my hometown. I don't really hang out with anyone from my high school except 2 friends every few months. I just got a "I'm in town and am meeting up with some high school people tonight, if you'd like to join" text from a guy that I was very good friends with and semi-dated for the latter half of my senior year but "broke up" with before we started college. We ended things relatively amicably and talk on FB every once in a while, but I haven't seen him in 4+ years since his family moved out of town.

I'm always complaining about how my social life sucks, and it would be nice to be a little more social, but I'm 95% like NOPE NOPE NOPE, do not want this situation.

I don't know how to respond. Yeah, it'd be nice to maybe catch up, but at the same time, I'm just like...not the kind of person who really cares that much at the end of the day, you know? I do complain about the lack of my social life, but most of the time, when there is an opportunity, I don't even feel like being social. That probably sounds strange, but whatever. I was planning to kick back and relax tonight for once since Christmas.

Mehhhh, fuck this! I hate making decisions.